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Name: Mister JP Country: United States State: New York Metro: New York City Birthday: 12/7/1984 Gender: Male
Interests: Sports ( All. ), Martial Arts ( JKD. ), Writing, Video Games ( PS2 and XBox. ), Technology as a whole, physical fitness, sci-fi stuff and cool people. Expertise: Being authentically crazy, where I will usually have no idea of how funny or odd I am until I see the reactions of others. So, pardon me if I laugh at myself, but unlike comedians, I'm not doing this on purpose.. atleast not all the time. Occupation: Student Industry: Education/Research
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Member Since:
6/12/2004
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| So, I had a dream last night.. that I was suddenly made into a contestant on Top Chef.. as hosted by Xzibit. I was standing in some building and out of nowhere he dragged me into a studio and informed me that I'd be a contestant on the show, and being the excitable fellow I am I had to jump at the opportunity. But, I had to use the bathroom and the only bathroom they had was a dank public bathroom style thing that was appartently used for both men and women. Every time I walked up to a urinal a woman would walk in and I'd become hesitant to pee and instead move to find a new urinal. Eventually I wound up using a toilet in the room. After I was done I found that the toilet didn't flush at all, at which time I tried to flush everything in the room and nothing worked so I just tried to tip toe my way out, at which point Xzibit stopped me and scolded me for not telling anyone that the plumbing was messed up and I thought he was going to kick me off the show. He didn't though, and I went back out onto the set at which point I thought about sending everyone a text about me being on the show but I chose not to.. then I started fretting as I thought about how I should have gotten a haircut before going on national television. With all those worries, I nearly walked into a stove until someone grabbed me and pointed me towards the right station to work at, and when I got there I turned around to see that this pointer in the right direction was none other than Santino from Project Runway, who was my teammate in this cook-off. Our assignment, a chocolate dessert pie that had to be soft and fluffy. | | |
| Fresh from my trip to discuss my future plans with the parents things
are looking up again. Tomorrow I venture to registrar to get my
graduation date pushed back so I can register for a class to fill the
missing DEC K. There was a small option to take the course during the
summer here at Stony Brook but after further consideration Stony Brook
Manhattan is both cheaper and more convenient.
As for the Law
School situation the constant wait-listing continues as a post card
from George Washington University came in to inform me that I was on
their wait-list. So far Harvard, Yale, U-Mich, Cardozo, U-Iowa and UCLA
have yet to reply for everyone else I'm waiting.
If by August I
don't get in to a law school I'll be studying to become a paralegal and
getting to work. At that point I'll be taking the LSAT again and
planning on reapplying to law schools. A good note is that some schools
have expressed interest in me since the original February deadlines
that most schools had and offered me fee-waivers. Originally I didn't
expect to be taking myself to those schools but at the request of my
parents I will be opening myself to such possibilities. Of course, if I
end up somewhere random like Miami, Chicago, Texas or Kentucky things
will be ever the more interesting, especially if I end up practicing
law there.
Now to play the waiting game. Its so exciting.. where
will I end up? I don't know. Somehow thats exciting to me now where it
used to be frustrating. | | |
| This was going to be the longest entry ever but I hate long winded crap. Long to short. I'm on campus and in a SINC Site and have been reflecting on things. Before I got here I went to campus residences and I'm in #83 for West Apartments and #130 for Residential Doubles. Odd that West's list is shorter and that I'm on it. Saw Mike at the bookstore after campus residences and picked up applications for myself and Dan.
Even though I have the applications in my hands and just wrote a resume for applying to campus jobs I feel like I don't want to work. Sure, it makes me look like a lazy ass, a deadbeat and over all bum but I'd rather take the calculated risk of debt right now. I'll pay for this later but what the hell, I'm having my fun and thats worth all the risk. Yet, who knows, maybe I will work, a couple of places are looking for people (Tech Support and Tutoring).
Law School stuff is going good. After that is a blur, don't even know if its what I'm meant to do. It'll get me the money I'll need to live a comfy life and thats all I want right now in my future because I don't know what job would make me happy but money and not being broke sure seem like they'll do a good job at it. On a side note, everyone thats worried should know that its all natural at this point and remember that its totally possible to enter a field that is somewhat distanced from what you majored in, just in case they feel locked in right now.
The personal front has been quiet, nothing new to report, kinda sad but what can you do. And thats it. Good day folks. | | |
| This was going to be the longest entry ever but I hate long winded crap. Long to short. I'm on campus and in a SINC Site and have been reflecting on things. Before I got here I went to campus residences and I'm in #83 for West Apartments and #130 for Residential Doubles. Odd that West's list is shorter and that I'm on it. Saw Mike at the bookstore after campus residences and picked up applications for myself and Dan.
Even though I have the applications in my hands and just wrote a resume for applying to campus jobs I feel like I don't want to work. Sure, it makes me look like a lazy ass, a deadbeat and over all bum but I'd rather take the calculated risk of debt right now. I'll pay for this later but what the hell, I'm having my fun and thats worth all the risk. Yet, who knows, maybe I will work, a couple of places are looking for people (Tech Support and Tutoring).
Law School stuff is going good. After that is a blur, don't even know if its what I'm meant to do. It'll get me the money I'll need to live a comfy life and thats all I want right now in my future because I don't know what job would make me happy but money and not being broke sure seem like they'll do a good job at it. On a side note, everyone thats worried should know that its all natural at this point and remember that its totally possible to enter a field that is somewhat distanced from what you majored in, just in case they feel locked in right now.
The personal front has been quiet, nothing new to report, kinda sad but what can you do. And thats it. Good day folks. | | |
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A thought I had on my way home:
"We've been so busy seeking salvation and guiding each other along the
same path to it that we have rejected the salvation of others, and,
with that, our ability to understand them."
Anyway, there is a build up that has been slowly releasing, but I'm
fine and its turning into thinking energy more than anything. There was
a time when I found myself wanting to be darker and more cold, and even
thought that was what I was but I think there is much more to my inner
being. Not being one to cry, I tend to turn my negative emotion into
some kind of joke and laugh or try to. And when I'm with other people I
try to do the same for them. Ofcourse it's hard and sometimes
inappropriate to call for laughter in some situations but I try and
pick the right spots for it. In the end, I find it healthy, as
opposed to what I did to myself a long time ago, where I tried to dig
myself deeper into sadness and see where that led me. I like being the
warm and fuzzy person who makes you laugh at the worst of times and at
the thing thats been bothering you. I like nothing better than the
sound of someone laughing as they wipe up tears and sniff up the
remainder of the snot that has come dripping out. Its what I do for
myself, I contemplate and I look for the light in all situations.
Nothing is ever completely sad, meaning you always have a reason to be
happy.
Lets roll away from the thinking and just go over the fact that, as
everyone knows, it's damn hot outside and inside. I'm staying cool with
my fans, hope everyone is doing the same with something. Darn you lucky
people with air conditioners, I don't need one but that doesn't mean I
wouldn't want one. On a side note, my father turns the fan off when he
can, freak doesn't mind the heat. And now I'm hungry, so I'm going to
scrounge up a snack and make it a healthy one so I can follow it with
ice cream, cause I think I still have a pint of vanilla fudge in the
freezer. Take that heat wave! | | |
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